I skipped my class today. Suppose to show my FYP work to my supervisor on Wednesday but luckily he had to reschedule our monthly meetings – it gonna be every Thursday. So, one more day for me to brush up everything and hope to present a better quality work. Worked non-stop since 11am till now, about 1am. I just remembered to bathe and exercise myself before the blood in my legs get clotted up and die like those hardcore korean gamers. Not sure if I am expecting too much from myself. FYP can be a breeze if I only aim for a pass but I cant do that at all. Past semester’s result was poor. Luckily I had enough buffer to let go before I drop a class. Now I am dangling there, hanging over the cliffs with just four fingers.

Nothing seems to interest me at this moment. I probably clicked on the facebook bookmark because it has become a habit, not because I am interested in looking at what is happening. I WANT to have interest, but somethings forcing it back into myself. Bitching through twitter somehow helped relieve that little bit. To my followers, if it gets over bitchy/whiny, unfollow me! You can always follow me after 12th May. ha  ha.

Sigh. Tired.

For almost everyday since after christmas. I sticked my butt onto the chair the entire day. I looked at my iCal today and planned. Not including the upcoming lab assignments, let alone self revision days, its hard to even find a nice slot to meet ad. Looking at lonely Toto who usually sits beside me (on my sofa) while I work has become such a heart ’sourish’ experience. How I wish he can be a happier dog – by having less busy owner(s). Time spent with my parents, needless to say, is almost zero. I worked late into the night and woke up in time to watch them leave for work. I am really sorry to the close ones whom I have neglected. I will make them up someday… hopefully soon.

Emo-ian signing off.